I hate second guessing, which is why I need to make split second descisions that can be executed right away – otherwise it turns into a guessing game.
I’m back at uni, just turned in my papers to apply for a part time study plan and I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing.
I COULD suffer through till the end of the semester and be misserable 100% of the way – but I could do it. The quiestion that is haunting me is – should I?
The facts are these:
- I’m unhappy here
- My health is on a downward spiral here
- I’ve lost any and all joy in my life, everything is done with a sense of duty.
But there’s fear – of the unknown, of finantial difficulty, of coping. It seems so much easier to just stay in the safe zone.
A quote I keep repeating to myslf is:
When you come to the edge of all you kno and are about to take a leap into the unknown faith is that one of two things will happen – the ground will rise up to meet you or you will be taught how to fly.
What’s the most difficult descision you made?
Was it worth it?